31 March 2010

:: saye mahu DIVING ::


knp en3 kli nie??? mengapekah DIVING?? ttbe lak.

ngeeee~~

saye mahu berDIVING.tetibe teringin.sbb ptg td tgk cite NaOmei.diorg g diving.......waaaa!! besh giler.actually, dr dlu lg mmg teringin sgt3 nk g diving, tgk keindahan dunia didalam laut.nk tgk betapa indahnya makhluk3 Allah didlm laut.org kate, dlm laut tu mcm 1 dunia yg lain.betul ke?? hmmmm~~~teringinnye.

best nye klo dpt tgk batu3 karang yg lembut beralun kat dlm air.tp bile kat lua dr laut, keras gile.mcmne leh jd centu??



best nye klo dpt tgk ikan3 lalu ditepi n boleh sentuh dorg tuh.sbb slme nie leh tgk dlm aquarium je.tak besh!





best nye klo dpt tgk penyu n leh pegang3 die.xpun tgk dolphin.mereka sgt3 comel!


besh nyeee kalolh cite3 nie tercapai.ade sp3 nk ikot saye ber'DIVING' jika diizinkan ALLAH st hr nnt?? [angkat tgn tinggi3!!] heee~

30 March 2010

:: all about sem 4 ::

last saturday is the last day for sem 4. warrrgghh!! xsgka tul aku da bis sem 4. rase cm baru jer msuk BMS.hehe~bye3 sem 4, sem 5 here i come!!! tp b4 dat, ade short sem dlu.ngeeee~

pe ade dgn sem 4? ape yg dh jd sepanjang sem 4?

theres a lot of things happen in sem 4.all dat teach me to be strong in life.bcoz dats is LIFE! whutever come, wutever happen, aku lalui dgn penuh kesabaran.


IN RELATIONSHIP ~~>
mase sem 4 nie la, perkara yg aku rase besar happen [bg aku besa la,myb org len,sume tu cm gampang je].when i know sum1 disturbing my relationship, n when he changed.thats all give me pressure.its all happen suddenly when sem 4 started.even im stressed out, i still continued my life.even he changed,i still thinked positively.myb theres bcoz of me he changed.hmm~but mybe tu dlu i think like dat, but now,not thinking bout dat. now, i xkisah dah,ape yg die nk buat, buatlah.dh besar panjang dah.



IN FRIENDSHIP ~~>
sem 4 nie la aku jmpe blk kwn aku yg dah 5 thn menyepi disbbkn kesombongan die tuh [eh,silap..ke'bz'an die].mungkin Tuhan nk mendtgkn seseorg yg baik buat aku.gile terkejot,n dlm keadaan tertanye3 y he came back after silent bout 5 years?? huhu~tp xkisahlah,aslkn he came back.die la byk ceriakan aku semula,setelah bout 4 month aku asek not in the mood,sedey dgn pe yg jd dlm relationship.he keep giv me strength,he makes me laugh again,he make me smile again.he change me alot.Thanks GOD coz u send him to me.

Sem 4 ni jugaklah, br aku knl sape kwn dan sape bukan kwn.time nie br aku taw siape yg bermuke3,sp yg tak.even dat, i still be a gud fren.but jgn smpi i lost my patience.


IN FAMILY ~~>
sem 4 nie jugak,mslh family makin mendadak mnjadi3.its all make me stressed.sgt3 stress bile,when ur family is gud enuff in financial, n suddenly trus cm tade duit.time ni lah byk sgt ujian yg mndatang.mak n abah tade duit.aku??? lg tade duit.kete excident,kne tarik.last3 mmg jual jer tros kete ksygn aku tuh.sedeh tul.terlalu byk dugaan yg smpaikn aku rase dah x tertanggung lg.tp,walaupe pun,masih ade yg lebih teruk dr keadaan aku nie.klo diorg leh harungi semuanye,knp aku x kn? so........i think i can face all dis.n hopping everythings gonna be fine oneday.i hope.



semoga ALLAH beri aku kekuatan yg secukupnye utk aku harungi semua nie.dan aku berharap agar kesusahan sekarang nie,mengajar aku erti sebuah kehidupan,dan mengajar aku utk berdikari dan berdiri diatas kaki sendiri.hmm~~


27 March 2010

:: jika KEMALASAN boley ditukarkan menjadi KERAJINAN ::

exam was done! yipppieeee!! \(^^,)/

but...

how is the exam??? [dun wanna think bout!]


Pathophysiology Nervous System :
Down! really2 bad..wut kind of quest dat doc giv. aiyaaa! adekah sbb aku xblaja or doc sengaja bg soklan yg aku xspot.haiiihhh!! *geram gila*.doc ammar,bg laa i mrkh kesian pun takpe.but jgn la failkn saye.adoii~~


Pathophysiology Respiratory System :
hmm......yg nie, ok cikit kot.soklan mcm senang, tp tataw la jwpn yg aku bg tu yg doc nk ke x.haiiihh~takotnye.......da la doc fatima nyer paper lak tu.hmmm......ku hanya mampu berdoa.


Report Writing & research design :
was great! mcm mudah jer kn.yela....paper nie paling aku suke coz miss da bg wut exactly will come out in exam.hahaha~!! [suke..suke] so, bace n hafal jer yg die da bg.yg len aku tk sentuh lgsong.haha.bile dlm exam,mule la tetibe hilang pe yg aku da hafal.so, dgn intelligentnye, aku men buat jer definition sndiri.
* maafla miss,sy tetiber luper laaa definition3 tuh.hehe


lastly....

Clinical Medicine :
dis oso was a killer paper! giler lah.ape aku jwb pun tataw lah.yg aku bc mcm nk giler,brp kerat jer yg kua.huhu.alamatnye,gune lg la otak aku yg xbrp nk intelligent neh dgn ikot logic.haha~!! sian doc kesygn aku neh,aku jwb xbersungguh3 pun paper die.haiiiih~~sorry doc reza.!!




kesimpulan disini :
jgn la kite study last min, coz ini laaa yg akn terjadi.

KALAULAH, aku dgr nasehat sya aritu, mesti aku dpt jwb.
KALAULAH, aku xgaduh dgn b, mesti hati aku tenteram jer spnjang exam.
KALAULAH aku study awal2 dulu, msti mcm kopek kulit kacang jer aku jwb sume paper3 neh.
KALAULAH aku stop buang mase depan 'mukabuku', mesti aku de mase yg banyak utk stdy..

haihhh~!!!

n KALAULAH kemalasan itu boleh ditukarkan dgn kerajinan
dan....
KALAULAH TIDO TU BOLEH DIGANTIKAN DGN BELAJAR!!


** nk wat cane, menyesal skng da xgune! mybe shud improve next sem!
*** I'm just killing myself dgn KEMALASAN sendiri n SIKAP sendiri.


19 March 2010

:: beriadhah ::

td petang.kali ke2 aku kua bersiar3 diwaktu petang.he3.plus men badminton skli td.ahaha~best3.lame sudah ku tinggalkan permainan tu.


ni time tunggu empunya raket turun dr tingkat 8



men badminton!!!

muke penat pas men badminton


tgk budak3 nie plak yg men


ran cr cacing~haha


adek jemi pemilik raket


adek rosa bajet hebat

ape3 pun men badminton nie release a bit my tension~hmm..tp saket pale n ngntuk lak pas men~huhu.


13 March 2010

:: meanings of LOVE ::



Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing and crying...

Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.

Love means believing in someone, in something.
It supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated love. They belong only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving.

Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have.

Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes, love hurts.

Love is on a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot say...

Love says no with empathy and great compassion.

Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.
When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in yours in your moments of discouragement and disappointment.

Love is reliable.

Love is a choice and commitment to others' true and lasting happiness.It is dedicated to growth and fulfillment.

Love is not selfish.

Love sometimes fails for lack of wisdom or abundance of weakness, but it forgives, knowing the intentions are good.

Love does not attach conditions....Genuine love is always a free gift.

Love realizes and accepts that there will be disagreements and
disturbing emotions...There may be times when miles lay between, but love is a commitment. It believes and endures things

Love encourages freedom of self.

Love shares positives and negatives reactions to warm and cold feelings.

Love, intimate love, will never reject others. It is the first to
encourage and the last to condemn.

Love is a commitment to growth, happiness, and fulfillment of one another.

10 March 2010

:: my dream list wishes ::



Everyone has their own wishes dat they dreams of.me oso hv my own wish list dat i ever dream of.I hope, oneday my wishes will become true.

here is my my BIGGEST wish list :
1. want to go to MACCA with my family
2. want to visit PARIS for honeymoon [sgt romantikkk]
3. want to hv my own car [nk merc or BMW pleeeasee!]
4. want to finished my study + become a DOCTOR


the SMALL wish list:
1. want i-phone/ipod [sumbody,tulun la belikan or hadiahkan!!]
2. want to hv guinea pig [da lame gile nk bela mende alah neh!]
3. want to hv new lappy [VAIO plisssssssss!!]
4. want to hv 1 handbag frm CARLO RINO~~[tatau knp nk sgt..isk3]
5. want 1 album MAHER ZAIN [tanak beli sndiri,nk org hadiahkan]



hoping dat sum1 can help me to make my wishes comes TRUE
hoping i can get all the wishes
BERUSAHA!!


06 March 2010


“We're born ALONE we live ALONE, we die ALONE. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.”



05 March 2010

:: suatu hari ::

im coming again tonite to update my blog.hehe~~ermm~~arini ade lab test.setelah semalaman semalam berstudy + bersedih3an [cian sya kne dgr mslh3 aku mlm td.sorry ye sya] aku pun tataw smpai bile kesedihan aku nie akan berakhir.thanx for being my gud listener.

walaupun sedih3 tp study tetap dijalankan seperti biasanye mlm smlm.huhu.yeaaahhh~!!!


td bgn3,test kul 12.30 tghr stat.fuhhh~!! naseb bek senang gile soklan Dr.Ammar.hahaha~!!! 5 soklan jer.[klo tito awl smlm pun takpe,confirm dpt jwb] Alhamdulillah,test was so easy!


bis jer test kitrg pun g la mencari3 makanan di TESCO.makan kat restoran kopitiam kalo xsilap la.fuhh~! order nasi goreng + pau custard [pau wholemeal okay! sedap giler!! RM1 jer promotion].pas mkn2 kitrg pun balek la umh.

[ni pau wholemeal custard saye!! yummmyyyy!!]

petang td,a miracle buat julung3 kalinya aku keluar bersiar3 disekitar brunsfield apartment nie di waktu petang.n ptg td aku men buaian kat taman~ahaks!! besenye budak3 umah aku jer turun berjogging.aku duk uma tgk tv.klo x tgk tv,aku tido.haha.tu la keje seharian aku [tido dh jd sbhgian dr hobi aku!]







abes jer bersiar3 ditaman n tgkap2 gmbr.aku pun balek.penat la jugak,tp seronok coz pertama kali turun diwaktu petang + pertama kali men buaian kat taman apartment nie.hahaha~!! [kesiannye aku nehhh~~] papepun, i enjoy the moments.pasni tataw da ley lg ke nk bersame3 diorg lg.hek3 [touching lak tibe!]


hmm~mlm pulak,imah blanje kitrg mkn td.hihi [save duit i] erm..mkn roti canai + air barli jer.so xmhl sgt.ingt nk mkn nasik,tp disebabkan mamak,xjd.tp takpe...imah blnje.hikhik3


[muke kelaparan]



whole of story today :
seronok dpt bersiar3 kat halaman brunsfield + seronok dpt meluangkan mase bersama3 budak3 umah 331. lepas nie tataw la dpt lg x kite nk buat semua nie same3.